Monday, March 19, 2012

Just call my name, I'll be there.

Today, I'm going to blog about my siblings. Why? Because I'm graduating soon and I know that I'm not gonna be able to spend as much time with them anymore. 
So here it goes..
Being the eldest Isn't easy at all! I know the Ate's out there understands me. In fact, being the eldest sucks. You always have to be the responsible one, you always have to do this, to do that and sometimes all you want to do is scream and pull your hair out. But the thing about being the eldest is the younger ones look up to you and sometimes some of them wants to be just like you. It's not easy being the responsible one all the time. Because, you're expected to nail every responsibility given to you. But as I got older I realized the value of being the eldest. I'm their go to person. When they need anything or just someone to talk to and give them advice, they run to me. When I'm having a bad day or when I'm depressed, they're the ones that makes my day. I could honestly say that my life will be completely boring if my siblings never existed. They make my life colorful. They may annoy and piss me off every second of every day. But in the end, they will always be my angels. I feel complete when they're around. I admit that I'm not really affectionate to my siblings. It's weird to me sometimes to make them lambing. But I don't refuse it either. Because they all grow up so fast! And no one makes lambing better than my siblings. 

So to my angels, I want you to know that even if I'm going to college soon. And I'll probably won't be home all the time anymore. I want you to know that my phone will always be open for the three of you. You can call me or text any time of the day. I'll be there in a split second when you need me. I know I tend to be mataray and very moody almost everyday, but at the back of my head I still care. I still listen to what you guys have to say. You guys mean the world to me! I'm very blessed to have you guys in my life! I honestly can't imagine life without you three. 

I love you guys with all my heart!